Every time a repeated exposure situation starts occurring I am overcome with the urge to do book signings for I Am Normal... If You're Bipolar. It's available in paperback while I say that to you I'm nipping this one in the bud. One last leave me alone let me move out with you guessed it; a restraining order promise. I've been getting emails for the last couple days from the realtor who sold the house to basically get out so the new people can move in. We have until the 1st of September because if it were any other place we would not be able to move into the new place until September 1st. We would not technically be able to move in if it were any other place on the 31st of August.
We have 4 more truck loads of things. They major items are as follows:
One camper
One boat
One snowmobile flat deck
One canopy
A pile of boards for creation of sheds etc.
There is still at least one more load of things (I'd like to say crap because that's how it feels but it's personal belongings that are important to us) left in the garage.
I delivered 3 loads during the week to the new place between (2Saturdays ago) Saturday and last Thursday. I wasn't going hog wild over it because I have time everything according to my hubby who likes to be in control of everything and gives out less than need to know information. If it was up to me as soon as I was told I could move in I would've been out of that place by the 15th of August.
On Friday, Saturday, Sunday I did 3 loads in the jeep. A friend did one truck load pretending she was coming out for coffee all the while I gave her gas money to come and help me move. I bought her a bouquet of flowers today and cooking them dinner on Tuesday. The smile on her face still makes me feel great that I made her day. She doesn't receive flowers very often and I can't help be I am who I am know that most women don't.
I did 2 loads on Monday in the jeep while Mike finished replacing the engine in the truck because it wasn't going to live through this move or the hunting trip for that matter. This new place has no where to hoist an engine out and replace it with a different one. It had to be done there. On Sunday and Monday I grabbed parts for him to complete the job.
On Tuesday I hired my friend's son to drive my jeep while I drove the truck when hubby went to work. I did 2 loads in the jeep before 2pm. We got one more truck and jeep load after hubby went to work.We spent the night at the new place.
On Wednesday I was out there at around 7:30am (ask the neighbours as I probably woke them up in the echoing valley) I did 3 loads in the jeep while hubby did 2 before he went to work for 3pm.
Today I did one load in the jeep and hubby did 2 truck loads before he went to work again.
Hubby could've worked tomorrow, we sure could use the money, but don't we all feel that way? Any ways so with him not working tomorrow he will have the remaining items gone. It will be August 31st when we are done. I will be dropping off the keys to the realtor immediately although the angry bipolar thinks that after receiving an email stating 1pm on the 1st of the month is when they legally have possession of the residence.
Sure I could do some more 100 km round trips tonight but I don't have the gas for it and not enough money in the account to purchase fuel. Tomorrow thank goodness is hubbys pay day. I am exhausted from having to move 89% of our belongings myself because I wasn't allowed to officially have help until he said we would hire someone. (I know what fights to pick and what not to besides he was angry that my friend helped deliver a load of our crap).
I think we are doing the best we can or maybe I'm doing the best I can. All I know is we're trying and to be constantly emailed about the new owners wanting in sooner than the end of the month is pissing me off so I emailed him with something along the lines that if I receive another email or phone call from any of them (previous owners, new owners, realtor) I will consider it harassment and will get restraining orders against them because they are causing undue anxiety and duress to a person with Bipolar Disorder who has been wanting to move out of since January and was searching every day on craigslist (2 to 3 times per day) and the local paper until July when we had found a place that we're not at because this place is a far superior arrangement than the other place.
I would like to note that due to all the moving that I forgot to take my medication yesterday and when I remembered because I looked at my blister pack it was too late in the evening. I'd be overdosing myself. I took my meds today just in case you're wondering.
If I wasn't somewhat chemically balanced I swear I'd be having worse nightmares like when the Property Manager was pissing me off. It all started on a boat in the movie Road to El Dorado. Do you remember that blog that is in humor because I wouldn't do that. I know right from wrong but there are those out there who don't restrain their exuberant emotional swings just in case you have forgotten about the Colorado shooting. He is chemically imbalanced and had too many repeated exposure situations happen to him that were negative.
Anyone want to put me on their radio talk show? We could talk about the chemically imbalanced symptoms, how the government needs to acknowledge this genetically mutated mental illness DNA for hours and hours. I know it to be true because the world has to stop and think about what they are doing. There are far too many people out there reactive and soooooo typically bipolar disordered that they need this book and of course for those that are suffering/enduring/coping/at a loss of what to do. I will change your thought patterns and make you aware of the truth.
I've been trying to tell hubby that I want to stay home because it seems rather silly of me to go hunting for 3 weeks when I Am Normal... If You're Bipolar is available in paperback traditionally published and I need to sell books. He does complain that I'm not bringing an income into the house and guess who's preventing me from making money? Both of us but mine is always in my brain because I have so many things to do and it has been a long time waiting this list of collection debts that have occurred due to major financial income loss from me. If I sell books I can buy a travel trailer and hook it up to my jeep and go on an author tour across country because I have to/need to tell everyone about Bipolar Disorder. (typical bipolar behaviour)
I am seriously looking to tell the world through radio, book signings, being in an article for a magazine or newspaper, on tv talk shows or the morning, noon and evening news. I just ask that those with greater financial ability come to my residential area in which I live because I don't have any personal business capital to work from.
Email me at 52.7touchedwithfire@gmail.com again that's 52.7touchedwithfire@gmail.com
Side note if you google touched with fire it comes up in bipolar disorder topics. :D
