So I'm Outspoken

I am trying to create change. You may not like my approach but at least I'm trying. Seriously how else do you get noticed with very little money to spend on promotion? Oh sure you say Facebook and the pages I have well I can tell you, well funny haa haa is that if you look on my pages there aren't any likes. Nobody likes the things I post. Don't ask me why they can't push a like button or how about why if you have liked my page that you can't hit the like button? Oh I know that's because you're doing something see that's how it is. I understand how social media works. You have to be in peoples faces, saying something, being funny how else are you going to get noticed when it's a game of "I want 5000 plus the maximum number of followers possible" so I make funny comments, or when somebody is whining I'll say something. I am who I am. I'm always changing unlike the chemically balanced individuals of the world.

I'm sure the next pile of comments would be the price of my books. I'm working on the content for my website, the page will be called "It's A Book; It's A Business." At this moment I'm going to tell you that if you're thinking my prices are too high then how about I tell you that you're getting paid too much at your job and you should only make 75 cents an hour if Barnes & Noble if you are sold for $10 and some odd cents. My favourite part is that you don't get paid until you've sold $100 worth of books.

Book reviews: how I could be taken more seriously if I had more book reviews. You are absolutely correct I could be taken more seriously if I had book reviews. Ummm would you like to leave one once you've read the book and when were you going to read The  Bipolar Workshop? Yeah that's how it works although I could I mean unless I told you I created different profiles for myself and left a pile of different reviews then you would take me seriously but then I'd be pulling a trick that another author did and well as much as I want reviews I'm not going there but if you want to learn how to leave reviews I'd be more than happy to tell you.

Mental Health changes: Yes I have a list;

Residential Care Aids for Mental Illness patients who have children. Parents who have children and have Bipolar Disorder have a difficult time being the 24 hour parent. They need some help, I can't say how much or how little. It really depends on the person and it doesn't matter if they are married or single, regardless of income.

Residential Care Aids for Mental Illness patients who are episodic in nature; during times of depression and helping to maintain an evenness. If clients can't make it in to appointment for counselling then the counsellor goes to the client. Also regardless of income or marital status.

Now these Residential Care Aids will need some training in mental illness and this is where The Bipolar Workshop comes in handy because it is a reference tool. You're also supposed to write down what you learned in that chapter; embedding it into your memory.

A new Disability Tax Credit Certificate designed Specifically For Persons With Mental Illness the current form is not good enough. This tax credit certificate should be designed for those who are episodic in nature; they work usually 3 to 6 months then employment is terminated either by them or the employer. Also the persons who have worked but no longer able to function in a workplace setting for periods of time should have a disability tax credit certificate as well. There should also be a list of typical symptoms, you can use my book as a reference and find a bunch more on the internet.

Every workplace needs to use The Bipolar Workshop as the New Mental Health Handbook so that repeated exposure is stopped in the workplace. I don't work anymore and sometimes I want to work but then I'm overcome in anxiety due to repeated exposure. This book is critical in the Customer Service Industry due to the customers that are shopping in stores; let's prevent repeated exposure.

If I didn't tell you about the things that need to be changed how would you know? It's not like others who have what I have realize or publicly acknowledge their condition and still want to make the world a better place even living in 93% Social Isolation due to the world and how it is.

Just wondering, what are you doing to make this world a better place?

While You Look Down I'm Trying to Get Up

Where am I? I am lost unfound beneath the sands of time wondering if I can do this or not. Feeling up one day down the next. Motivated one moment gone the next. Wanting more than anything to create change to feeling like I'm never going to be.

Where am I? I am here in this hole wondering am I ever going to be abnormal because the normalcy I'm experiencing isn't conducive to my mental health. lol at that eh?

Where am I? In some sadness being told I'm personality disordered but of course the observation was only made in passing. For goodness sakes. Who does that? I'm now relooking at my whole self wondering what the heck and where am I? Should I be saying I'm sorry for being nice maybe too nice but if one thought about it realistically it is only because I treat people the way I want to be? Oh sure I have up days, down days, sideways, vertical, horizontal heck I don't know if I'm coming or going. Is it wrong to be nice? I want people to be nice to me so why shouldn't I be nice first or at least help those who are trying too?

Apparently most persons with my condition work at a 75% capacity. It feels like 25% to me but most of it is environmental, and relationship related. So when the 75% is supposed to be working it only gets part of the kitchen clean or one section of carpet clean, it takes forever to sweep and mop a floor. I am lost I don't know where I am. I am here but where am I really?

I do not pretend to be an author who has sold millions of books or seems to be doing financially well because I have 4 books available. Seriously I have the education to create a book cover and format a manuscript into a book so I don't have to pay for those services. Sure my hubby works, has a good job and we live well but the thing is that it's our "survival money" and the income I receive is nothing in comparison and some days I try and some days I'm not here.

I don't know where I am. If you find me let me know cuz I'm missing me.